lalatotts =p

cant help but thinkin about so many things..especially when it could change the way my life goes…

cant help but thinkin..how it would probably cause me pain
cant help but thinkin…and cry…i feel so helpless…

*sigh*
cant help but thinkin who would understand the way im feelin
whom i can get my stregth
who will sit by my side..not saying anything but there

cant help but thinkin that im really weak..
and taht i could break anytime..

cant help but thinkin…

*sigh*

its been 2 mos since the day i graduated…last june 2007, i took up the nursing liscensure examination and until now, the result hasnt been published…

i am really missing my school.. the duties..the paper works.. the case presentations, my classmates, my dance troup, the tambayans ang especially my bestfrends..

i dont deny that im bein bored at home… wat i did was, i joined a clan to make frends ang have someone to talk to all the time… and it was really fun… now that my load has expired last july 31, i am missin them already…hehehe…although they send me some "group messages"..

anyway…its been along time since i posted my last blog huh??

so..what really happened to me???

actually..nothin really… as soon as the result of the board exam will be posted, which i wish i’ll pass, then i’ll get a job!

my plans??…well if i pass and landed a good job, i want to be independent…have my own apartment, pay my own house bills, learn to cook,,etc.etc… i want to live my way… sounds easy huh?? hehehe..

ooopppss..gotta go!!

bye!!

hi!!

kinse minutos bago mag-alas dose ayon dito sa relo ko ngaun..

bakit ba gising pa ako ng mga ganitong oras??

nag-babasa po kasi ako ng aking aralin para sa kukunin kong pagsusulit sa hunyo upang mkakuha ng lisensya para maging isang nars..hehehe..nagtatawa at nagtataka siguro kayo kung bakit ganito ang ginagamit kong pananalita…hehehehe..sa totoo lang habang ginagawa ko to e natatawa din ako…

wala lang.. nais ko lang ipahinga ang aking utak mula sa pag-aaral at pag-babasa na aking ginagawa..e naisipan kong gumawa ng isang sulat na ang tanging ginagmit lamang e ang salitang tagalog…

papasa na ba ako bilang isang makata??hehehehe

sabi ksi ng aking mga kaibigan masyado daw akong malalim magtagalog kapag minsan kami’y naguusap.. yung mga hindi karaniwang ginagamit…katulad ng "mag-urong".. tapos nung minsan na ako ang naatasang maging pinuno ng aming gawain, nagamit ko ang salitang "mangangasiwa"…alam nyo ba..natahimik silang bigla tapos natawa dahil sa aking salitang ginamit… sabi nila.. "ano ba yan lala..sobra ka namang magtagalog…" …hahaha!! natatawa na lang talaga ako sa mga nagiging reaksyon nila… minsan kasi di ko mapigilan ang gumamit ng mga salitang ganun sa kadahilanang lumaki akong kapiling ang aking mga lolo at lola… sa aming tahanan kasi, mga malalalim na tagalog ang ginagamit ni lolo at lola kaya ayun, natuto din ako ng mga ganung mga pananalita…

naku!! ipagpaumanhin nyo po aking sulat…maaaring namimis ko lang ang  aking pamilya sa Bulacan.. heheheh

dito ko na po tinatapos ang aking sulatin…sanay nakapg-bigay ako ng ngiti sa inyong mga labi dahil sa hindi pangkaraniwang "blog" kong ito…hehehe

magandang araw!!!

so much for this day…

haay..i reviewed our jurisprudence(law) and what happend?? wala so dean!!!

buti na lang..hehehe..kaso naputol yung tulog ko kaninang umaga kasi i wake up early just to review that subject..but anyway..nga pla..binayaran na ko ni flor ng 300 coz i sold her my clothes..not that i dont want that clothes but because it is much pretty on her kaya un,,i convinced her to buy it…cheap lang actually,,syempre i used it na e..i need that money kc alm nyo na..its christmas..hehehehe..well nakakapag ipon na ako ng 700…yehey!! lalang share ko lang..

at saka nga pla..naiinis ako..hindi ko pwedeng sabihin kung sino xa e ksi kilala nyo..hehehe..ah basta..naiinis ako sa kanya!!!!!!!!!!

is it aLL WORTH IT IF YOU GAVE YOUR ALL BUT NOTHIN IN RETURN..

IS IT REALLY THAT BAD IF I’LL EXPECT SOMETHIN??….sabi nila..if you love someone..you just love..and dont expect anythin at all..tama ba yun??..is it unfair??

para saken..kaya nga tayo nagmamahal ay para mahalin din??…di ba?? i think most of you will agree to me..

but to think of it..may kanya kanya tayong katangahan na nagawa na and most frequently dahil yun sa love??..sorry ha..don’t mis interpret my blog…im not talking about here my personal experience ok?? actually..ive never been in love…hehehe..

…ano ba yan…nagiging seryoso na ko dito..hehehe

if you have violent reactions there..feel free to post comment on this blog..

i really dont mind at all..

have a nice day!!

have you ever felt so alone but dont know Y?? nasayo na ang lahat but theres still a missing puzzle that you want to find.. na para bang may kulang lage..

haaayy..what a life i have..its just so boring..

but i couldnt ask for more coz God gave me all the important things i need..hehehe..magreklamo daw ba??

hey!!..i know this blog is a waste of ur time but who says u have to read this anyway..hehehe…joke lang..peace tayo ha??

la lang..naiisip ko lang lage about the situation about my family…ang hirap maging panganay…ikaw lage ang inaasahan..its just that ang hirap talgang mag-adjust ang mag-cope..lalo na kung iniisip mo lage ang family mo..

decision making dyan at dito..ang hirap..lalo na kung parehong mahalaga sayo yung titimbangin mo…tapos ayaw mo pang makasakit…

ang lungkot..lalo na kung walakang masandalan..lahat kakayanin mo ng…MAG ISA

hehehe..hi!!!..sa wakas! meron na rin akong blog..hehe.. ang babaw noh???..nwei..la lang..la kasing magawa..coping mechanism i guess..heheh..haaayyyy…sa totoo lang..ang daming problema ngayon…di ko na lang pinapansin…sabagay..nailalabas ko naman…yun nga lang nakakapagod..

o..sa ngayon eto muna..heheheh,,im gaetting started pa lang naman eh..

have a nice day!!